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[zenolalia]

I've done a lot of drugs and actual fucking celebrities in real life have decided to call me a hysterical little freak and sic their fans after me so I'm having a GREAT AND VERY NORMAL DAY hope these insane babbling drug fuelled panic posts find you all well

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[wolffyluna]

**hugs iff wanted**

[zenolalia]

Thank you, I appreciate that

[yvannairie]

Sweet Jesus, what the fuck? I'm sorry that this is happening to you, I'm not sure what the context is but nobody should have to deal with insipid fanmobs and their complete lack of compassion and reading comprehension.

[cassini]

[++ on this so much, you have all my sympathy. glad to see your sn pop up again but Damn thats an awful situ im sorry ]

[zenolalia]

Oh, Lindsay Ellis and Sarah Z (a TV personality and a youtube celeb respectively) decided that a trained professional calling a high demand group with religious overtones and clear political goals which has caused an untold number of child rapes and at LEAST a dozen CONFIRMED deaths is a cult.

Which it legally and clinically is.

And when other experts in related fields backs me up, of course they got blocked or ignored while I got mobbed by their shitty little fans telling me I just need to ~hear them out~ while they QUOTE TWEET ME TO USE MY WORDS TO MOCK RAPE AND MURDER VICTIMS.

So I was understandably distressed already.

then I decided to take a break and swap to my fandom accounts for a while.

Only to discover that about 60% of my mutuals and acquiantances, and at least two people I had considered friends, were having a gay old time mocking this "utter psychopath" "harassing these women nonstop" with "hysteria about cults" and "taking fandom drama too seriously."

People have died.

So anyway, I spent a lot of time blocking people I had been on good terms with and smoking so, so much weed.

[leahandillyana]

If you need any medicine, painkillers, psych meds, PM me with your address and I'll try to send you what I can get.

[zenolalia]

Thank you. I believe I am in a good position re meds right now, but if that changes, I will let you know.

[palominocorn]

Oh god, I'm so sorry, that's awful.

[monsterqueers]

Im so sorry you have to deal with this, these people should know better.
Stay safe, beef your blocklist, hope this lets up soon.