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[personal profile] zenolalia
The nurse today gave me a nasty look, but at least not a lecture, when I admitted I don't exercise because I'm too tired. I sleep 12-14 hours a day and gave nonstop headaches. When and where would I find the energy? To say nothing of my actual, literal fucked knee and the fact that moderate heart rate increases and parasympathetic nervous activation cause me to have panic attacks, hallucinations, flashbacks, migraines, and what may or may not be absence seizures.

The neurologists decided I have sleep apnea because in overweight. I don't snore, wake myself up, have breathing difficulties, dry mouth, breathlessness, stop breathing, gasp, have high blood pressure, have a large neck girth, have family history of apnea, or sleep on my back. But I'm fat and tired. So it's apnea.

I'm so tired of doctors.

Even with a good primary care doctor, the fact is, she's almost an hour drive away, and my specialists are so such a crap shot, and I'm just so tired.

I'm so tired and I can't ever sleep enough

Date: 2019-05-03 04:46 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] cutecabaret
wasn't getting your gallbladder removed supposed to make you less tired? ono i'm sorry that it might be something even worse and that you still haven't gotten everything figured out - i hope you find a doctor that doesn't suck, i'm still looking myself.

Date: 2019-05-03 04:48 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] hellofriendsiminthedark
I don't snore, wake myself up, have breathing difficulties, dry mouth, breathlessness, stop breathing, gasp, have high blood pressure, have a large neck girth, have family history of apnea, or sleep on my back. But I'm fat and tired. So it's apnea.


*incoherent muffled yelling and hand-waving* Forget fat people, that doctoring is what's really lazy.

Date: 2019-05-04 12:01 am (UTC)
hellofriendsiminthedark: A simple lineart of a bird-like shape, stylized to resemble flames (Default)
From: [personal profile] hellofriendsiminthedark
That is some second class citizenship bullshit right there.

Date: 2019-05-03 10:57 am (UTC)
From: [personal profile] bushwah
"moderate heart rate increases and parasympathetic nervous activation cause me to have panic attacks, hallucinations, flashbacks, migraines, and what may or may not be absence seizures"

You ever just... wish temporary body-swapping was a thing? Not so you could force these people to go through with it. Just to *dare* them. Call their bluff. Because, holy fuck, who would voluntarily exercise under that kind of strain?

Also hellofriendsiminthedark is correct that the diagnosis of apnea is ridiculous and stems from moral and intellectual laziness. I don't know what's going on -- the constant pain may or may not be causing all the sleep, but the really interesting question is what's causing the *constant pain* -- but that doctor really, REALLY doesn't know what's going on, and moreover doesn't seem to have any interest in finding out. Or, uh, making it stop.

What an asshole.

Date: 2019-05-04 03:07 am (UTC)
From: [personal profile] bushwah
Do they even acknowledge that that treatment has unusual and severe side effects for you, or are they just cluelessly blundering forward à la "sometimes you have to keep going through the BURN in order to keep up on LEG DAY"?

Ehh, I'd still have ethical issues with actually *doing* it, but I see your point. Sounds like a scam artist and a quack. You know, I had a um, questionable doctor prescribe me vitamins, and come to think of it, they *did* push me to get them from a particular online store... same scam?

Date: 2019-05-04 04:25 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] bushwah
um, eighteen pills a day?? a) that would fuck up my throat, and b) I would give it up in the first month. I bet this fucker is counting on it, actually -- if his clients comply with treatment, they get a chance to say "I'm doing everything you said and I'm still not getting better," but if they *don't* then they still have to buy at least one round of pill bottles and they're likely to keep real quiet about any concerns they have.

There's no cure for the doctor who won't listen. To be scrupulously fair, I'm not sure there *is* a solution to your actual issues preventing exercise -- the 12/12 sleep cycle is brutal when it comes to stuff like this, and the amount of energy you can devote to exercise is accordingly quite minimal -- but if there is, it doesn't start with erecting a bunch of fake issues in front of them.

Date: 2019-05-03 08:05 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] starshipfox
That's awful. This treatment happens to so many people, and it's so deeply frustrating, frightening and invalidating. It's not OK.. I'm sorry it happened to you too.

Date: 2019-05-05 06:25 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] sixstepsaway
"I'm so tired and I can't ever sleep enough" is such a relatable thing. I'm so sorry this is happening to you

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